It started two years ago with simple hand washing, but now I can't stop!
I need to wash my hand after I touch things, like:
-Doorknobs
-Computer
-People
-Showering
...And many more!
I washed my hands to the point where they are cracked and red.
After the use of my bathroom, I need to wash my arms, hands, and face.
Recently my shower had some human waste come out of it and I refused to go in. It was cleaned and everything but I just did not want to shower in it...
And when I needed to take a shower I had no choice but to go in. When I did take my shower I could not help but cry. I now refuse to touch my feet.
My parents are not helpful at all, all they do is get angry and call me crazy. I just feel so bad and I want to stop...
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