Okay so I said I would post. About this I don't expect comments it's more so I can look back.
I went on. Date Tuesday it's was great

, he wants us to go out again tomorrow ,
I've agreed, but he tells me he can't stop thinking about me. I'm wonderful, I'm this and that.
Rather then see that I may actually be these things.
I'm thinking he wants more. Like you know!
Or he just doing this to make me fall then he will drop me like a Ton of bricks.
I still in great mood but these thoughts are crazy. I need to remove them. Maybe he does just like me. And if I don't get rid of these thoughts I'll ruin it any way.
God sake it's only a second date. I wish I didn't feel... So it's been for ages I've been swing him grrr