I'll be staying around here to finish gymnasium the next two years, but my parents are still my legal guardians and arcording to the law a therapist would have to inform my parents if I go there. At least that's what the guy I went to said. I guess if it dosn't get better soon I'll have to try again and go anyway but I don't know how.
I lived with it five years so maybe it's just a bad patch and all I have to do is focus on something else, but then they haven't been pleasant years and I'm sick of it, and I can't concentrate in school when not sleeping.
I want to listen to your advice and maybe just tell them I was going and not why and they would ask in a way so that I would have to tell them why I was going, and I can't. It scares me to talk to them, and I'm scared of going to a therapist because I have a general problem speaking directly to people, though mostly my parents. I'm fine with crowds but being alone with one or two persons gets me nervous, always has. And if they ask me questions about myself and get too close I tremble and my voice breaks. It's gotten worse after the accident, but I did it before too. I don't think I would like it at all and I don't even know if it's going to help or just get me more scared.

I know going would be the right thing to do, and just get on with it but I don't know how.