Hello Igreen I am also new to this site. I can understand how you feel. I also just want to lay around the house and do nothing. I have a six year old son that came up to me and asked me if I was going to cry all day. I did not know how to respond to that. I also have a 14 year old daughter that is wonderful and 17 year old son that is Bipolar. I just want to run away and hide form the world most days. I don't know how to make things better. No matter how hard I try I just make things worse. My husband and I are not getting along because all we do is fight about our 17 year old son. Sometime I want to leave the marriage and leave the kids with him. Does anyone else have any answers?