You are not a bad person! You did what you felt was best for you and your son. Don't let what your husband tell you get to you. If it still frustrates you just flat out ask your husband to make up his mind and to stick with it. Then just leave the room and let him think about it for a while. Sometimes the person that keeps changing their minds all the time doesn't realize what they are doing. It just needs to be pointed out to him. Let him know how you feel. It's going to be tough but it is what needs to be done! Take good care of you! *hugs*