I'd pee my pants. Occasionally I think about what it might be like to see her out in public, doing her own thing, with friends or whatever, then I realise that I definitely DO NOT want that to happen! It would be a nightmare. I even think running into her pre-session on the street would be awful.

Also there is a bathroom at her practice which has two toilets, the other day I was really busting but I saw her go in and I thought "no that would be weird, I don't want to hear her peeing! or vice versa!" So I took my full bladder elsewhere

So no, having my T come to my house, or running into her, would be horrible. Seeing this person who knows so much about me, in horrible minute detail, out in the real world? ARRRGHHHHHH!!!!