I don't know what country you live in but in the USA you don't have to marry anyone you don't want to!!!

Where do you live? Do you REALLY HAVE to marry this guy that you don't love? Why can't you just REFUSE to marry this guy? What would your parents do to you if you refused?

Can you move out of your parents home? How old are you? Can you live with friends instead of your parents home?

PLEASE do NOT TAKE SLEEPING PILLS. This is not worth overdosing over!

There must be some other solution that this. TALK to your parents and tell them you don't love this guy and you don't WANT to marry him. Tell them you don't want a life of unhappiness. Tell them you want to marry someone that you LOVE. Stand up for yourself, if you can. But please don't harm yourself. We care about you! Take care of yourself, okay? Hugs, Lee