Hi Everyone.
I'm new on here and decided to join because I don't know where else to turn. I have suffered with depression since my teens (I'm now 20) due to bullying and family struggles. I had never gone to the doctors until last year, where I was officially diagnosed and given medication.
In June this year I was diagnosed with severe depression and severe anxiety, and have been on a waiting list to receive cognitive behavioural treatment ever since.
But my symptoms have been getting worse and I have no idea how long it will be til I receive therapy. I have become violent, short tempered, extremely irritable. I get upset very easily and it doesn't take much to make me feel rejected and worthless. For the past few days I have wondered if maybe I suffer with Borderline Personality Disorder, but then I thought that if I did, I wouldn't be considering it (I'm not sure whether that's how it works) but I am displaying many signs of BPD.

I don't feel like I can talk to my friends or family about my problems. I can't trust them, and the few I do trust I feel that they don't understand me.

So if there is anyone I can talk to on here, who may be able to offer some advice, I'd really appreciate it.