A good script to a sifi horror movie. Better than what I seen on TV. You lost the ability to stirke back at him. The Anger from your past abuse may be fadeing away and may be leaving you. The crank may mean that he, the Cameraman gets all "Cranked Up" over things in life. The red lens may indicate that he precived things through anger.

The right side of the brian is the Creative side, thus the Left arm goes first. Don't let the Camera Mans anger rob you of your creativity. The Camera man may indicate your angery side you had around your abuse. You are in the process of escaping that in your self. He seems a bit hard headed.

Get more into your softer feelings. Get in touch with your more sensitive side and feelings. Express your self through art or music. Then you may find yourself flying above the Camera man rather than using that old elevator that you used in the past to escape from abuse.