So terribly unfortunate, such a young baby. I myself have a 2 year old, and a 17 month old, so I know how it's important to never let my eyes off of them. I'm so sorry for your lose. That is a terrible thing to experience, but you cannot blame yourself for this. You did what you could, and sadly time has a way about it that none of us can possibly control. I'm sure if you could control time you would go back and change what happened, that's what basically matters, you are a very loving Grandmother.

There's no way I can tell you to move on, accept it, and let go, because if this would have happened to my babies, I would never be able to let go! Don't let go, hold on to all the memories you have of your little grandson, and appreciate the times you did have with him.

Memories are sentimental, a living beyond existence. He will live on through memories. Be happy you've known him.

I'm so sorry, this aches my heart, i could never imagine the pain you must be experiencing. Don't blame yourself, and try not to be angry, instead try to understand. (((((((((((kellygirlis)))))))))))...it's going to be okay.