Long story.............it's because my tummy made me get hurt. If my tummy didn't like touch, then none of the other stuff would have happened. My tummy makes me confused........................my tummy likes touch but the rest of me doesn't like that my tummy likes touch............so my tummy hasn't had touch in a long time. Instead, when my tummy asks for touch, I hurt it to make it stop asking for touch....but it keeps asking for touch. If my tummy was gone, it wouldn't ask for touch and I wouldn't be so confused.............