Hi Biiv, NO, you're not disturbing "my" thread.
((((((Biiv)))))))) I hope you're okay. You sound really upset. If you wanna cuddle under the blankets and hide for awhile, that's fine. We all need to hide away at times.
You've been drinking and that may not be helping you too much, especially if you're alone.
I don't know what a prawn cracker is. If it's a cracker then it doesn't sound too fattening. Do you really have to throw it up? It'll soak up the alcohol you 've been drinking.