I'm afraid of losing my mind completely. I don't even know why I'm so afraid of it. It used to be that I was afraid of being possessed by a demon but now my fears have changed, but not a lot. I'm still afraid of "losing control". Being possessed by a demon and going crazy are kind of the same in that way. I don't even like going out in public sometimes because I feel like people know there is something wrong with me. I don't really know how I would go about confronting this fear as it is an idea rather than something concrete. So in my head I am just lost.
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Dx: schizoaffective disorder bipolar type, ptsd
Rx: abilify, lamictal
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