normal fashion
without assistance from T.

I worry about these to statements. Yes you can raise a child but without T's assistants what does that mean?

I think you really need to feel you will be raising the child on your own. Which means you may want to look into a sperm bank. You should try to save about a years income so that you can do IOP while UN-medicated and pregnant. If you do have a child please look into a large support system.

A child / parent relationship is meaningful but that doesn't last forever. As time goes on the parent child relationship changes. I have an only child financially / emotionally we can't handle more than one. This lets him “pick” his family. There is hardly a moment other than bed-time where his friends are not here. To the point that we need a large car. As for you ditching your meds hopefully you can get back on them as soon as the baby is born.