Hey well i am back. not going so good. I get to see my kids this morning like 830 or so. well i am happy about that but my aunta and me are taken them to eat breakfast with santa at my aunta's job. so i been crying alot and i dont know why. maybe its because i get to see them for a bit today i dont know. i just keep myself together because the kids dont need to see me like this. well i am going to go but i keep you all updated k.

hugs for everyone