Lee's advice was perfect. I couldn't say it better myself.

I know how it feels to be pushed to the side by family, my parents/siblings/rest of the family and I didn't speak for nearly a year and a half. But I realized I had a problem (a little different than yours) and talked to them about it. I told them I wanted help and would be willing to reach out and get it. No matter what your suffering from, you can get help and make it at least a little bit better. Look at your options and determine what would be best for you. ((gvls))