After being in bed all year, yes a whole year literally, my days are just going by in a sleepy haze.
Here we are sat. 5pm, I'm of course under the duvet, I haven't moved today, even to make a cup of tea. I'm here alone, it's pitch dark and the house is cold. Totally alone, in my misery.

What would you do ? There is no one to talk to, my family don't bother with me. I'd love to text the long lost bf, who's waited a year for me, just to feel close to him. If I do though chances are he'll want me to go to see him, I'm not up for the huge task of making myself decent. I am unshowered and of course undressed, curled up, freezing cold. Am I the only one living like this ? Yesterday I only ate some ice cream, but there's no food in the house. If I'm to eat tonight it'll have to be another pizza delivered.

I just want to go to sleep again, then tomorrow comes. Another cold, lonely, dark day, and such is my life. I need help.