My ex-boyfriend and I were a horrible match. I know that, but even though I do, I still love him. He's one of those guys that nobody really likes because he's an inconsiderate jerk to most of the people he cares about, including me when we were together. But I saw further through him than others did and I knew that there was good in him. I think I was the only person who saw it, and I stayed with him through all the rough times. I gave him everything, but it wasn't enough for him. He left me because he "didn't love me anymore". I was crushed, and I still am even after three months. I know its pathetic, and I even lie about my feelings to my friends. I want to move on, but every time I try, I fall right back to crying over him. He moved on a long time ago, but I can't. What do I do?