i know i've had this... let me explain what i mean

okay- i hated robbie williams until i heard his song feel... and someone commented to me that 1 of the lines " i don't wanna die, but i'm not keane on living either" could be to do with the fact that robbie is actually bipolar. and now, i love him... i don't even know if he is, but i'm obsessed with getting his stuff, and listening to his music

same goes for EA- now she is, and if she wasn't, i doubt i'd like her at all... it's like, just because someone is the same as i am, i have to get their stuff, and then put it on a totally diffrent shelf

oh.... and i can't tell anyone else they are bipolar.

so like... last month i ordered an emily autumn album from amazon and i didon't want my parents or anyone to be in when it arived- it was an intense anxiety about it

so does anyone have this obbsession?

that if they have the same disorder as you, like them or not, they become your instant obbsession?