i do believe that this will be my last post on here, a good one not a bad one, everytime i make a post i thought that and end was going to come to things that have happened in my life that has upset me, i pretty much focused on suggestive stuff instead of logical, suggestive meaning no verbal communication, logic meaning people were up to something that i had no capacity to realize what exactly went on, bits and pieces here and there, people that i had no real interest in, and a good amount of stuff in my life that i need to talk to a doctor about, stuff like someone said i was going to be caught, which now i feel if they really still say that they it should have left that to a psychologist, instead of being said i have schizophrenia, and i am not going to say where it was said affective and now i feel i may have that, but even saying schizophrenia and saying that i was going to be caught, is not good for a mind-state, damages structure, and traps a person in a world where a doctor,and anybody else becomes a person where it would feel that they would end up against me, and makes any sort of improvement a threat, actually just about anything a threat