Daily life for me... Most the time i'm just surviving it.. haha! I'm not ashamed to tell people that I'm bi polar, nor talk about it. I knoe that it helps others learn more about something they may not always come into contact with. I'm currently not on meds, but I am trying to get back on them. No coping skill at all..

I find it hard to have a middle for anything, its either all or nothing!

Normally if I am telling a person how to handle me, we have been seeing each other for awhile, and I feel comfortable letting them in more, but there have been times when I feel an episode coming on and I have no choice but to tell them what to do. Most the time its "just tell me to sleep" or "Don't listen to the crazy stuff that comes out of my mouth, i'm just talking to hear myself talk".

I guess there are just times when I don't feel like I'm a "relationship" kind of girl, or that the right one possibly got hit by a bus. Seems like the guys I like, never like me back, and the guys I don't like, do like me... Rarely is it an actual mutual attraction.. Kinda hurts :-/