I talk to a lot of guys. Mostly much older than me. I'm regularly spoken to that way so I guess I don't even notice that. I guess it does seem that way.
I like guys speaking to me that way... I like that I get offers every day by guys I'd never accept but for once it makes me feel wanted by someone. My family don't want me around, my friends have new friends at university so don't need me... My boyfriend doesn't ever want to be intimate with me.
I didn't mean to think that way about this guy, he was just one of the many admirers I needed to make me feel okay about myself. He constantly wants me to come out for a drink or anything and I guess I don't trust myself, I don't want to be that person, I love my boyfriend. Part of me just keeps thinking about how trapped I feel in this relationship, and thinking what it's.. I feel like I need freedom and just let go, because my guy just suffocates me sometimes.