Wow U really put tears in my eyes I have tried for over many years U know U have helped me all along I am getting tired I feel I can be miserable by my d amn self why live here with the abuse when I am the only one trying to change really U make it out to be me, U know me best of all Eskielover U know I understand what U mean going out of the marriage for support but god really I am 42 years old I have had the abuse for no reason yea I drink beer really beer U kidding me I have never hit my wife I have had only 1 problem with drinking and it is in this thread really I am not a drunk I drink to cope I have been the only one here supporting the feelings in what my 25 years that I have had with my wife I love my wife more than anything but U know I am done taking the beating here when do U draw the line when when is it enough were do U find in your life that is
t is over really U know it isn't only my wife the marriage is suppose to be 2 sided really for reall I haven't had my opinion or anything for seems ever I just go forward I listen I listen I here ever word my wife says U know