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hello everyone, so im on probation for another year and 5 months... untill may of 2014
but i have this overwhealming feeling of doom that im going to end up violating my probation
my po said im doing great
untill i left messages to my ignorant psychiatrist cursing at him about my medication, he called my po into his office and played the messages
my po told me at my treatment meeting that if i stop taking my medication im going to jail
so i decided to keep taking it
but then tonight me and my sister got into a huge aregument and i almost lost control of myself and hit her
i would have went to jail tonight if i did becuase shes a cop caller
i keep having this feeling of doom that something unexpected is going to happen and im going to get violated on my probation and go back to jail
but then i think about all of my animals that i have and relize i need to stay positve and on the rite track becuase if i go back to jail nobody is going to take care of them
thanks for reading....
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