I totally understand total insanity, I went through that 3 years ago and now I am happier for it. Taking one day at a time is the only way to keep your sanity. I never think about tomorrow or what happened yesterday. Yesterday is gone so you can't change it and tomorrow isn't even hear yet, so you have no control. Today is the only thing you have to work with and it is up to you to either enjoy it, or be miserable in it. You have that choice no one else. Fun or fear? HINT: Choose fun it is much easier. Then you live that day and only that day. Don't put anything off or try and make things right from the day before just live today. Let all the other days take care of themselves. There is no yesterday and no tomorrow, there is only today. Take care