Yesterday my T emailed me that I could see her earlier on Tuesday so I wouldn't have to leave early for my pdoc appointment. I just got an email today that she is going out-of-town unexpectedly for the day. Unless I can see her tomorrow (I asked but I don't know what she will say) I won't see her at all this week.

I don't feel like doing anything now. I wish it weren't Sunday so I could talk to DBT T. I'm crying. Maybe my T will let me see her tomorrow. I will tell the pdoc how upset I get about T canceling sessions. Plus I'm worrying about snow next week, and I'm upset about what happened in Conn.--so terrible, all those little children killed. I want my T.