I definitely have thought about it.

The Dr. this past month was my G.P. and the staff did totally lie about me. We had a long talk about it and he told me he believe me and didn't want to lose me as a patient.

The psychologist and the chiropractor, definitely I presented myself badly because I was manic during both of the times they dropped me, so it's understandable except the psychologist- when it happened, I said to him its his job to help me get through it and that's when he told me he thought there was transference and counter-transference. Maybe I reminded him of his ex-wife or someone else, I don't know or maybe he just wanted to get rid of me.

The last 2 psychiatrists though, I have questioned the way I have presented my self, that's why I mentioned maybe I come off as a brat. But at the same time, this is my body and I should have say as to what goes into it. I do have trust issues, maybe that's part of it.