Only go if it feels right to you. If there's a chance you could find support there, and it's just social anxiety, then it might be good to step outside of comfort zone and give it a shot. Churches and religions are all so different. Some, the people are truly kind and trying to be christ-like themselves, and that's nice to see.

But if this group of people at church will judge you and be mean, you don't need that. It would probably be irresponsible of you actually to go somewhere that could trigger you, unless you felt very ready. You've been through much, keep yourself safe hun.