My former employer sent me a message that his expensive wine opener is missing. I totally do not remember it and obviously did not steal it. Who would steal a fancy wine opener, when he had money in the kitchen. Hehas just told me to think harder where I put it because his next step is reporting it missing. I am damn sure he just wants to discredit me. A maid must be stealing, right. I cannot defend myself, since I am in Poland and he in Norway. It is a word against a word and his word is more important in Norway cos he works for their king. I sent a message to the Norwegian au pair agency, asking for help. This wine opener costs 40 US dollars. Would that make the Norwegian police do sth to me or would they use Polish police against me? I do not want the Norwegians to think I am a thief. I want to find another family in Norway, so I cannot be a criminal. I am both upset and angry. I could buy him this ****ing ****ing ****ing wine opener but I am not guilty.

I love Girl with the Pearl Earring and when I was in Norway, I imagined I am like her, you know, cleaning the house and living among people of a different religion. Now I was, like her, accused of stealing.