Dear T, i am really feeling like you don't like me again. it all started with the "i get you" comment. remember, when i said it felt good at first, then it felt like you took it away? then you tried to explain what you meant, and i never got it. trying hard not think another life lesson but not succeeding. and i hate stupid psychotic depression. you would freak if i told you about my dream. i want/need to cancel the appt. i think you would be re-leaved. i probably wouldn't though. can you even help me anymore? do ya even want too? i am scared and losing faith very fast. i hate being depressed. it screws with my thinking.