I've never taken meds before and am seeing a pdoc next week. How is he going to know what to give me in 30 mins. to an hour of talking with me? Shouldn't he talk to my T first? I never wanted to take meds but my DBT T thinks I have OCD. I know I have anxiety and have been diagnosed with BPD but never with OCD. I don't want to take anything that will cause me to gain weight or have other bad side effects.

My main problem other than anxiety is my obsession/addiction to therapy. For those who don't know me, I know it sounds weird, or like normal transference, but it's not. I want something to stop my obsessing about my T. I don't know if that qualifies me for a diagnosis of OCD. I just wondered how it works when you see a pdoc for the first time, and if you trust what he gives you?