I feel the exact same way... But since I got out of my last relationship in July, I've gone back to the same trends... It turns me on flirting with others, and making them want me.. Just to lead them on for awhile.. Once I get him, I am bored, so I go and look for my next "Victim" ..

Now, at 27, I feel like something isn't right because I hate myself for the things I do, the way I think, sometimes the way I feel.. I obsess about how I look, just because I want someone to come into the trap. Since my eyes are the best thing about me, I play them up. I look at them just right, and wheel them in.. Just to regret it in the morning.-- So I know right where you are coming from! Feels exactly how I feel, but with better wording!