I started taking meds 3-4 years ago. I quit the antidepressants in August. I'm depressed, unemployed, broke, in debt, and severely troubled. The meds help me cope with issues, but they don't help me change them. So, I quit. All I want to do is sleep. Days, weeks, months, years are passing by and nothing is changing. I'm not changing. My life isn't evolving. I don't feel passionate anymore. I had passion, ambition, dreams, and goals. I was excited about pursuing my career. I earned a BA, and MFA in my field. And, I lost hope. I've been working at dead-end jobs, making no money. I've borrowed money from friends and family who I can't payback. I've isolated myself from everyone. Everyone except my bf, who I live with. He takes care of me and I'm 100% dependent on him. This terrifies me. Being dependent on him terrifies me. I feel like I have nothing to offer the relationship. He's a homebody, and I'm becoming one as well. I live with him, in our safe little apartment, sleeping my life away... He believes that eventually I'll find my way again, and sometimes I think so too. But most days I'm paralyzed, without a clue what to do. Thanks for listening.