Thank you all again, so much. It makes me feel so good to know that there are others out there who understand - though I wish you all didn't have to undergo anything negative like this. I think I am going to start going to group therapy, since it's free. Also, maybe I should be on medication.

And SpiritOfAStorm, you are absolutely right. I definitely need to break-up with that guy. There are a whole other group of issues surrounding him. I've posted about it a few times on PC, and tonight I did it again. I keep reminding myself that he is definitely contributing to my fear, lack of self-worth, and depression, but I'm afraid my co-dependency issues are so great that I will never be able to break-up with him. My post is under relationships and communication, if any of you have any of advice on it.

Again, I want to thank all of you for your responses. May you be blessed and find an inner-peace and happiness in your life.