I feel I have no purpose sometimes. But I don't want my family and friends to be in grief and despair. I know I am mentally ill. But I do not want medication or therapy. I'd rather try and deal with this on my own. It's better that way. I am clumsy, I have racing thoughts, I have mood swings and probably more. My thoughts have a mind of their own. I hear voices sometimes. They aren't loud but they are whispers. One has called me a bi*ch and a cow, it still makes me feel bad. Yeah I am mentally ill. And people think they can brush off mental health illnesses as if it's nothing... No... They are still serious. I could become more mentally ill if I had a undiagnosed mental health problem. But I'm glad I'm happy at the moment.