Hi Clint,
Churches are just buildings. The people that make up a particular church is what matters. I find comfort in my church because it is not judgmental, and instead is welcoming and caring. All people are welcomed.
My church helps me' however, you may find comfort elsewhere. If you let your parents "guilt" you into church, I would think that you would not be able to find comfort because of your resentment.
I hope you can find peace somewhere, Clint. You said that your therapist is on leave. This is a rough time of year on many people.
Of course, as always we are here for you!
Bluemountains