I can tell that you've been thru a bad experience,in time the pain will subside and you will meet someone who once more will light your fire.my best advice to you is to try very hard to understand what part you played in your previous relationship. What could I have done diffrently,or why have I made the choices in partners that I've made?
my father was married 6-7 times I don't know,i lost track...he carried his issues from relationship to relationship,but never stopped to do anything about it.I wish you much better