had a very long and stressful day yesterday... stayed out of bed all day but mostly because i had to deal with stuff and i was SO noticably fatigued all day. had to deal with my mortgage bank again (i'm not up the creek yet but i'm sitting in the boat with the water racing by ready to launch) and then had to stay up so a coworker could drop by the last of my stuff from the office... and of course that just dredges up ALL of the stress of the past 7 months (i've been out of work for 7 months now ) and i found the time waiting for him to show up just full of very stressful anxiety. yuk.

i have a doc appt in manhattan today so i am up early. looking forward to the trip but the doc is just going to yell at me for going so long without a visit or a blood test, then yell at me again when i tell him i can't schedule a long overdue colonoscopy because i can't pay for it right now.

hoping to just come home today and crash, and enjoy the last episode of Friends tonight.

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