Hi, Sammi...

I hope you are able to sleep. Insomnia like this makes all of us feel worse.

I have to ask, have you described how you're feeling to your doctor or psychiatrist? I'm asking because the insomnia, racing thoughts and restlessness could be signs of a manic episode typical of bipolar disorder. I really encourage you to call your doctor, preferably a pdoc in the morning.

I hope you manage to get some rest, and I hope things go better for you. We're here for you!

DJ