I have two due this week, and I haven't started writing. For one, I haven't even read the articles, and I'm not even sure what I'm doing for that one is right. I spend my time just collecting articles and putting off the inevitable writing.

These are research papers on which a significant portion of my grade is based. I feel screwed. Again. I doubt I can get extensions on extensions (especially after that whole situation with that one professor).

It's ridiculous, honestly, and I really have no idea what to do, except stare at the screen and try to wade through the articles. Tomorrow's the actual deadline for one of them, and it would be ridiculous to ask if what I'm doing is right at this point (I have until Friday).

Maybe I should sleep now, continue tomorrow. The anxiety isn't helping. I'm not smart, I don't actually know anything, it's a miracle I got accepted here, I'm fooling everyone into thinking I actually know something.... I know, since I'm not depressed right now, that that isn't the case, considering that without those papers, I'd be getting 80s minimum in those courses (even though I feel like I'm not retaining anything from the lectures).

Ack!