@yzzadd I did make a post a but its long winded. And here is an example of the way i am during the day. Cliff notes.
Current Symptoms:
*Impulsive spending, When i have the money.
*Racing thoughts constant and they bounce from topic to topic.
*I feel mentally exhausted a lot, but can't stop. This is hard to explain, but if it's been a rough day then I feel super tired physical/mentally. Like at work i am fine in the morning then i am tired as i come to the end. I come home and its like someone stuck a new battery in me. especially when i try to sleep and i am dog *** tired.
*Constant fidgeting, like I have to move my legs or hands, get itchy sometimes, bite my lip...
*I forget what I want to say in conversation a lot... even in mid sentence or I answer my own question
*I find myself impulsively talking, like interrupting (def when I'm excited) or getting embarrassed at what I said to someone after saying it
*I try to get organized( I don't bother with this because i will leave things unfinished and move on before they are done.)
*I lose stuff constantly(Keys, Wallet, Phone, Homework,paperwork) Usually my dad finds what i am missing.
*I feel like I can't focus or it is so difficult to focus
*I know I waste a ton of time. I'll be on the internet with maybe 10 different pages going
*I really hate being interrupted. if i am finally settled on somethign then someone comes in and bugs me.
*In certain circumstances I have to be in control, such as I have to drive. Do something engaging or else i will just wander even if your talking straight to me. I will miss what you say completely.
* I will set my mind to something on and impulse and no matter what you say you will not sway me off my decision. I am gonna do it no matter the cost.
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