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He was never truly suicidal.. he controlled me with his threats... the others never knew he was like that.. never knew that he wrote the letters.. it was for me he wrote them.. to make me do what he wanted.... so he could molest me and I would let him....thats all...

I'm sorry it came out so graphic like that.. I didn't think...I just let it flow as it would.. thanks for being here.

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sometimes the best way is like you put it.

theres a great poem in the courage to heal book that i will post if i get a chance about telling however you feel best.

I was controlled with threats of breaking up my family. My mother has always been suicidal. And, I too was abused by my paternal.(cant say the f word sometimes