Wow, that sounds a lot like my parents! Except for the youth group part...My family and I are the only ones in our whole church under like 50.
Certainly if I told my parents I was wondering about any of this, they would have pretty much been very angry. And I don't like the idea of girl/girl or guy/guy either, I was just beginning to wonder.

I can't really be myself at home, but I'll be moving out/going to college as soon as I can.
Thank you so much for all your encouragement! I really appreciate it.