anothr horribl fite wth my 22yr old son. he ovrherd me talking to a frend about som of this frustratn. it DOS get to be too mcch somtimes. he intrruptd the phone convo to get into it wtth me, it got so bad i had to get off the phone. we are not talking about a 10 yr old. and what he ovrherd me talking about was NOT intimat details, it was stuff about all the kids in ggeneral like not getting ANY of them to do anythng, like any mom wood. i undrrstand he's extra sensitiv. but it didnt end ther. he fell bak to calling me all the sstuff he calls me. THEN he sed that my dauter feels the same way and she cant wate to get out too. she hates me as well. and thay BOTH hate, cant stand my husbbnd. ther stepfatthr. he called him awful names too. and ssed my dauter felt tthe same way. he woodnt stop.
i lost it.
we just hav re-arangd this entire famly one too many times for him. we hav handed him money one ttoo many ttimes. evn if she DID say and feel thos tthngs (whch i simply askd her latr, and its all untrue. she's a 'my feelings are on my ssleev' kinda persson, and it usuly gets her in ttrubl. tthats why i doutd what he sed anywway) it simply givvs him no rite to use tthem agenst me.
he wwas goin all tthe way bak to tearrin me ddown as a teen mom.
THEN GO BAK TO THERPY! CAUS I CCANT FIX YOU OR ME!
and i cant take tthis anymor. i'v reechd my limit. thats enuff.
i can meet him on his playing ffeeld of he has PTSD and uses SI and has DID and needs all tthis speshul attentn and i HAVE. bbut i'm not shur it shood givve him continud lisense to do tthis and screem 'i'm a victim!' whenevr he wants. i no how tthis makes me ssownd. but nobody wwas heer. nobody heers how it unffolds evry singl time. he dosnt talk randomly. he ses tthe same tthings evry ttime. he nos wwhat he is saying and beleevs it. he dos NOT owe us respect, he ses that. we do NOT earn it. my husbband is simply a money w*****. and ALL the prroblms he has now IS MY faullt compleetly. i had ttotl conttrol and desided to do tthees things to him.

pleez forgiv me ffor bbeing so blunt. pleez forgive me for using tthe wrrong icon, if i did. tell me if it needs editting. i just had to get it all out or i wwood explode.

sara