I wish there was an answer as to why children have to die. There isn't though. You are living for a reason. Somewhere at some point you have touched another person's life whether you know it or not. You have touched mine by leaving this post. Others as well.

There is a difference between wanting to die and wanting the pain to stop. People usually want to die because they can't bear the pain they are carrying around anymore. That is the time to reach out. You really don't want to watch your life run out of your veins. I know, I've done it and came very close to bleeding to death. Had a friend not seen the blood coming out from under the door, I wouldn't be answering your post right now.

If you have a friend or family member that can stay with you now, call them to come and be with you. If you don't, or feel that you can't tell someone you know, get to the emergency room where you will be safe. If you do something to yourself, you will wind up there anyway and just have more pain and scars. You matter. As long as you are alive, you have the chance to change things. Once you are dead, your chance is gone. Please keep us updated as to how you are doing. I don't know you, but it would still hurt if I found out that you had ended your life.

Sam2