Sometimes when me and my b/f are intimant i feel nasty and dirty......... i guess its because of my past sexual decisions...... i dated alot of guys in desperation to find someone to love me after my ex dumped me....... while dating those guys i got an std..... its cured now but i still get flash backs of what i did to my body..... and feel dirty sometimes.. i wish i could make those feelings go away.... but they seem to just linger