Nightlight, I'm sorry you're in the same predicament as I am. I feel sad for my T too, but sad for me because I don't handle her absences very well. I wish I knew exactly where she is.

Adel, thank you for replying to me. DBT T hasn't called back yet and I left the message last night. I feel like if my T really cared, she'd be able to squeeze me in tomorrow. She wrote that she'd be home very late tonight but she didn't say she wasn't working tomorrow. That confuses me. I think what bothers me most is that I don't have control over the situation. I'm only given limited information and that's what upsets me also.

QuietCat: That's how I am! My T cancels me by email, and my heart is racing every time I look at my email on the night before or the day of therapy. When I see that message canceling, and it's happened twice or 3 times so far, in 3 years, my heart sinks and I feel immobilized.