Rainbow I'm sorry your T had to cancel. I understand completely how horrid it feels especially when something awful has happened in the news because you're feeling extra fragile. I hope you can hang onto the knowledge that T will be backe and take care of yourself this week.

QuietCat - I'm another whose heart sinks if the phone rings on my appointment day. Luckily this has never happened with my current T in two full years but it happened a lot with my former T and because she worked at an agency I couldn't see her any other time so I'd not only miss my appointment time I'd miss the week I do prefer private practice for the flexibility it offers.