If you are going to kill yourself or even thinking about it call your doctor/ psychiatrist ASAP (if you haven't done so already). Also nothing at all is going to happen on December 21st. It will be just like any other day. There have been other prophecies that have been told, and they all have one thing in common. They all failed. No one can predict the actual date of an event(s). Voices never tell the truth. Killing yourself will do nothing except hurt your family forever. And yourself of course. Please don't die. If you are an imminent danger to yourself or others have someone take you to the hospital. I have been there many times (sadly) but each time they helped me. Maybe you are on the wrong medicine if taking the extra pill didn't help the voices.