What I wouldn't give for one good day. It's been so long now since I've had a good a day I'm not sure if they ever really existed.

I manage to go to work most days my coworkers have no idea how depressed I am. although i'm sure they can tell I'm diff. somehow. I''ve worked in the medical field for 25 yrs. and have seen so many folks suffer from horrible illnesses . I feel very guilty other than suffering chronic migraines I am otherwise pretty healthy. i'm rambling now and probably not making any sense. this happens sometimes I just can't hold my thoughts together